Psychological issue?

OK, when I am listening some of my mates while they are talking about where-to-go-this-saturday and where-to-find-some-chicks, I feel proudly distanced. As an intellectual, I don't want to be part of their petty issues, rumour, and go-out-lately-and-drink style of life.
But still, when I am listening to them, I feel kind of anxious, like I 'm afraid that there is nobody like me, like I need support from real-life character.
For instance, if same thing happened when I was with my close friend from childhood, (which is similiar to me), I would felt differently. Proud of who I am, pround of my lifestyles and full of self-esteem.
Why is that that in presence in some of my childhood-close-friends I feel proud and full of myself. When they aren't here, I am somehow lost.
*Note 1: I am 15. Note 2: iS it ok? Note 3: Thanks in advance

Answers:
Yes, there is a problem. You are an egotist.

You said, "As an itellectual, I."

A REAL intellectual would not describe him/herself as such. You have no wisdom or intelligence at all.

Because you "don't want to be part of their petty issues", you never will.

Count on being alone most of your life.

no there isnt a problem except for the fact that you dont feel like you fit in unless its with someone you have known for quite some time (or alteast so iit seems) you feel like you are higher than those who "want to get drunk" or whatever which is conceited but in no way something extreme
you DO NOT have a psychological "issue" .. or rather nothing that a doctor would say "ok well youre insane you need medication" or whatever the hell youre feeling they would probably jsut say "yeah you just dont feel like you fit in you need to find more people that you can relate to and fit in with make better friends" or something along the lines of that
and im not an exprrt an anyway other than that i have worked with many upon many a psychiatrist and i am the same age as you so yeah .
There is nothing wrong with that. Remember that you are busy "finding yourself" as they say. With close friends one are comfortable being just yourself for they will not judge you nor make you feel silly.

Life has everything to do with acceptance - your childhood friends except you 4 who you are. But the rest of the world can be cruel - so keep on building your self-esteem. You are probably an introvert (meaning you like to have a few very close and intimate friends to share things with).
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