All i think about is killing myself but couldnt do it to my mum how do I stop thinking about it?



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People who have never personally suffered from depression are completely ignorant to the undeniable reality in which this condition brutally imposes on one's well-being. Depression is caused by a chemical imbalance so to try to "convince" yourself to be happy or to suggest that you can simply "snap out of it" is more insulting than it is helpful.

This being the case, and as I speak from personal experience, I recommend that you look deep and hard into yourself and your life and try to identify, if at all possible, the root and source of your depression "triggers". If it derives from some form of heartbreak, well, unfortunately all you can do is ride out the storm because time and time alone is the sole cure for that old ball and chain. But if you can put your finger on a specific force, influence, or individual, you will have a much easier time not only understanding your depression, but eventually overcoming it.

One last note of encouragement. The greatest part of breaking down is that when you are finally able to pull yourself together and rebuild yourself, you find that the whole experience has only made you stronger, like freshly formed scar tissue over a well-worn wound. Know this and I wish you the best. Don’t worry, this WILL pass.

go hang out with upbeat positive people.
Don't do it!!

Hey don't you know that life sucks and then you die! You are goanna die anyways it does not matter. You cannot live forever. So if you know that death is goanna happen to you regardless why not just stick around and see what happens next. You never know, we might just make contact with some aliens and they might need our help. You might be the guy how figures out the cure for cancer. Who knows right.?

And this is where you come in, “who cares!”. Now how you are so predictable, is it because all humans go through the same thinking sequence?

Listen. Don’t give in to your thoughts, that’s your mistake. This really goes to show you how immature you are in thinking and not understanding what the hell is going on in the universe and what exactly the mind, the tool is supposed to be used like.

I mean really, you are actually going to kill yourself because of thoughts and emotions you have in your body, that is silly.

Do you want to be a robot or something? Or is that statement making more emotions in your body?

Figure out what I am telling you, this is the most important thing you will ever here in your life!!
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Find a hobby or something to do and seek professional help I mean that in the best way.
I think alot of us have thought about suicide at one point or another...but like you, I couldn't have done it to my family. And I couldn't have done it to God, who gave me life. The result is that I'm not the most happy person in the world but life is a challenge and the thrill of learning/becoming a better person is important.
try doing things for others, so you are thinking of them, not yourself.

Troubles are only temporary
please get some professional help!! you need someone to talk to about these feelings before it is too late. if you are in school, you could start with a teacher you trust or a guidance counselor.
Im not sure, but had to answer as no-one else had, and i didnt want you waiting to see if there was anyone out there. Get help, get it now, and dont get it from here. Ring your doctor Now, talk, there are solutions, steps to take. I know you are not alone feeling this way. It is a problem that can be treated, but make the call if you are serious about stopping these feelings.
Please take the time to check out this website.

http://www.takethislife.com/?gclid=CMLc2oSdhIcCFU1GGgod8H4lbg

Maybe a little story would help. My mother was my best friend. I would have given my own life to let her life. She just lost her battle with cancer. She couldn't eat, speak, swallow or move for over two weeks. She suffered immensley. She deserved to live and didn't get to. You have the gift of life and want to throw it away. Think about it. Maybe you should go hug your mom and try to be thankful for all that you have.
Peace&Love
know that you have a purpose in life.
You sound like you do not like yourself, but hey least you love your mum enough to work on your issues
There are some possibilities of doing it.
First you are related to something evil (satanic community, maniac to some satanic music group)
second, you might feel empty inside, that you don't have the reason to live
or you feel depressed, that you can't bear your problem any longer.

Go to a church, talk to the pastor or senior there.
Or you could talk to God directly in the name of Jesus Christ, who love you without your knowing.

I have a family that I love, that I will not leave them unless God tell me it's the time. I love them, and I will do everything to please my family.
Do the same thing to your mother, please her as you can. please God as you can too.
You definitely could use some professional help with this. Suicidal thoughts are not easy to eliminate. A therapist, especially a christian therapist would be quite willing to help you. If you cannot afford to pay a therapist, most states have mental health programs for low-income people. The church in your community may have an outreach program that would help you. If you are a teenager, take heart. You are not feeling anything that most teens have not felt in their lives, and most of us make it through. Some of us are even glad about making it! So hang on, and be sure to talk to someone you can trust about these feelings, preferably someone older and wiser, or at least more experienced. I will be praying for you.
Talk to someone who can relate to what you're feeling, psychiatrists don't help much, friends can.
I went through the same thing when I was about 16. And like you, I just kept thinking about how it'll hurt my family. That's probably the only thing that stopped me. I was in pretty bad shape. For me, I just felt that I was too ugly and that no guy would ever love me. I was overweight and had a lot of mental problems (still do). Not exactly a catch, especially as a teenager. I just stopped caring about that. I just kept saying, so what if I don't meet a guy. What I'm going to kill myself over that?! I don't know what's depressing you, but just know that it's not worth it. Things take time to get better. For me, it took 10 years and a few guys later. I am now married and very happy. It was hard, but I did it. If you are concerned for your mom, concentrait on that. Your love for her is PLENTY of a reason to keep going. Also, any person that you come in contract with IS a reason. Think about it. The simpliest of encounters make a difference. Just think, I have been depressed lately and almost going downhill. Reading your question reminded me of where I was once and how I didn't want to go there again. So, now I'm getting stubborn and trying to think positive again. :) You can do it, and so can I.
Try to make someone else happy. Do something for someone else. Stop thinking about yourself.
Be with people who love you and I know there are people who love you.
Don't be alone.
Eat lots of chocolate. What a yummy way to get happy!!:):):)
I used to think about it alot.. maybe too often but then my mom passed away. **she had cancer** and I saw everyone. my grandma and my dad and sister and freinds and family. I coud have hit mysef for being so dumb. why would i hurt all of these people intentionaly. we never know whats going to happen next. even if i were to get like hit by a car or something it would not be my fault. no one would blame themselves. but I wont be hit by a car and I will probaby lead a good life and when I get out of school do good things ...go and moove back to london and foow the dreams I almost gave up so easily. just think of the good things that you have going for you. even if its just little things like the way your freinds and you laught together and you said about your mom.. if you to talk think about how awesome it is she is there for you. thenthink of how much everyone woud miss you. if not for anything else do just do it for the small things and to protect the people you love
I'm sorry you have to go through this. No one should feel this way. But look, your already asking for help so obviously you want it. So why not be brave and go a small step further and tell the Right people, your doctor and more importantly God. Both are there to help and know the right thing to do. There are many more days ahead of you and you don't deserve to spend them in misery. You deserve to enjoy life as much humanly possible. It's perfectly ok to need and except a little help if you need to. You have a purpose in life. Live long enough to figure out what it is. You're already looking at a good one and you know it! Now make her more proud of you and go get better!
1 800 suicide or metanoia.org. try holisticonline.com and beliefnet.com.
Please, please don't. That is not a solution it only causes more pain and suffering. Seek professional help. I believe that people who commit suicide are cowards. You obviously know that you have a problem and admitting to it is the first step to recovery. email me. talk to me when you feel like there is no way out. I know you don't know me but i care about everyone whether i know them or not. My sister had a friend who hung herself over a breakup with her boyfriend last school year. It totally messed her up real bad. She still mourns over the loss of a good friend. Counselors at school had a thing set up in our media center for anyone who needed to talk about that tradgedy. Her death not only affected the people who knew or cared about her but it affected the whole student body and staff. I suffer from major depression and i know how painful it can be. and sometimes i just feel like dying but i go on because i know that its not a solution and that life will get better in time. Time is everything. We all start to die from the second we are born. It's inevitable. Please get help, join support groups, get psychotherapy or counseling and meds. Talk to me. I'm here and i will listen. I promise.
i have the same problem...i tell myslef tommorrow will be a better day and keep myself alive and slighty active..i've been going thru this on and off for 3 years in total.
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