Am I fading into voidness?

Usually I'm a very happy, outgoing guy, but lately I feel like I'm falling into deep depression. Everythings seems to be hitting me at once. I feel like I'm stuck in Drive and Reverse at the same time.
Recently my girlfriend's been really busy with school, work, then homework. I hardly see her any more. I feel like I'm in the way, I feel like I'm dying.
Dreams are really bothering me, "it's always raining inside my head" I've been trying to get rid of all these feeligns I've been having, I've been jogging incredible lengths lately, distances as far as 8 miles in one day, that's unheard of from a guy like me.
I think there's something really wrong. I'm just a decomposing matter on the side of the road.I try to do things to take the bad thoughts out of my mind. I feel trapped, and I want to scream. I'm starting college soon this fall, and I'm afraid I'll become into something I'm not. I'm so sick of myself. Help.

Answers:
If you think your are getting hurt, and that is not that your girlfriend doesn't love you,is what we call school season, then you have to talk with her, and let her know that you need time with her, that not seeing her is affecting you. If you see that she is concern and make time for you from now on then your suffering will be over.
I think in order you can go on for good, know first if this feelings have foundation or not.
sincerely
Vanny


Go see you doctor, mate - nuffin anyone can do for you here.
Sorry that you feel this way but it would be good to go see the doctor. their is alot of depression in my family so i know its not fun to live with. Go see the doctor please. Some one who cares.
Therapy! they gave me a low dose meds and now I am able to talk about the things that are bothering me. Ask about 10 mg of lexapro. call the
National mental health association - 1-800-969-6642
or
National Institute of mental health
1-866-651-6464
just tell them that you are seeking help , and explain the problem that you are having and they will help you find a therapy office that will help , and if you don't have insurance they can also find an office that works on a sliding scale. which is great ! Good luck and if you need to talk and find more resources I will help the best I can ! Any time, I know how you feel.
Seriously, you need counseling and probably some drugs. Don't worry - many people only have to take them for a few months. It's not a life-long thing.

The longer you go without help, the more you'll sit around feeling sorry for yourself and wallowing in self-pity. And the worse you'll get.
You sound like the guy from American Psycho.
Hold off on going to college. Get to you doctor & have him recommend a good psychaiatrist..trust me.
Oh my gosh I feel excactly the same way. Im sure that you are older than me [Im 13] but I really do feel the way you do. I would help you, but I can't even help myself. I do hope that you can get help and become happier, but I am sorry I cannot help..
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