has anyone ever been so down, u just wanted to end it all?

i still going tho a stage where i just dont want to be around no more.
the reason is i fill i got nothing to give to life anymore.
i just fill it be better for people if i was not around.
yes i fill greatful i got some family around me who love me.
ok im going to go and try to kill my self but at same time i could not give a crap if i died tomorrow.
is it weide to care about other people but not myself?
has anyone else ever felt or fill like this?
i know there people who got much less then me but i cant help feeling like this.

Answers:
Of course we get to a place where we want to end it all. I understand the depths that one could reach inside where nothing seems to help me reach out and see some form of light.

Do you have a plan? What is your plan?

could you respond please?

i feel the same way
Yes and not weird but visit the doc asap
When you start to feel better that is the worst time for people commiting suicide
Go and get help before you do something others will regret
Sounds like serious depression-seek therapy and a psychiatrist. I have felt like it. It, to me, is comparable to being numb. However, caring about others and not yourself could be codependency.
Been there done that, got the t shirt and all that. But you need to carry on with life because there will be people out there that need you and if you are really at the bottom then the only was is up! If you care about other people you would not leave them behind, The world needs you my friend even if you cannot see it.
Please try and get some support - ring the Samaritans now (0845 7 90 90 90).

See your GP, speak to a friend, contact your local community mental health team, go to A&E.

Stick at it. it will feel better one day.
Well I feel for you it's basically a chemical inbalance i feel like that sometimes then i feel really happy. it flexuate day to day hour to hour.

You need to get some medicine to up your Saratonane to help you be more happy and want to live life this is hope and please dont end it before you know. take care god bless
Please go visit my 360 page, and we can become friends. You are unique to this world and that means that you have gifts to offer. By sharing who you are with people, even strangers, you can invite some wonderful and positive changes into your life. It is amazing how the universe can work if you have a little faith and trust people. Open your heart and the world gives back, I promise. We have all been there at one point or another, but if you tell yourself that it is only temporary and maybe get outside of yourself and reach out to someone else you can make a difference for your life. There is a beautiful world out there and inside of you, please share it and you will marvel at the depth of feeling that you are able to express. Experience the beauty and try to find a way to offer that to others. This will truly make a difference in your life. I am concerned and would like you to visit my page. If you think it is naive or trite then I understand. Just trying to help.
Dont ever give up esspecially on life. I was once like you and let me tell you ending your life it's not worth it. Just think of how your family and friend would feel. You need friend that will boost your confidence and make you feel important. Or may be you can talk to a therapist and tell them how you feel maybe they can help you.
It's normal to feel that way. We've all feel depressed at some point in our lives to certain degress.

Depression can caused by genes. Seek professional help to overcome this because YOU ARE WORTHY! It's not ur fault, sometimes it's just the way you were made in the brain (you might got the short allel.)

See this as a test for you. Once you've overcame it, you can use this precous experience to help and educate others, save more lives. so in a way this is a gift to you because you can contribute!
Dude.. You have issues! and yes everybody at one point in life feels like that. Now remember if you are gone, it would take a few seconds for somebody to remember you and that person would keep living. It isn't just a matter of life over death it is the fact that you are around to get people act and be stupid and that is the funnies thing in life.lol
when one tries to kill themself, it causes more problems. I wanted to kill myself earlier this year, but someone I knew a little beat me too it. Realizing his decission put him in a place he can make no changes from, and seeing the things that have happened since he died that I knew he would have been interested in, and getting some help for myself keep me going. If you ever really feel like you have nothing else to live for, talk to a close friend, and/or give it a few days.I have seen situations suddenly change for the better. I hope things go well for you:)
Bless your heart! I have been there, bought the t-shirt! The GOOD thing is that you are aware of how you are feeling, and its when you dont know you are that low, then you are in real trouble.

Now,before you get any worse, go see your GP, he will help you, you might need a little bit of counselling, not as bad as it seems, quite nice really download all your probs and they will listen and not pass judgement, and it does help, trust me! And uour GP may sugguest some form of medication to level you out, it will help, trust me!

I was ready to aim my car at the biggest and fastest lorry I could find, I am really glad it throught it through and got help! This sort of thing hits one in four of us, we are the unfortunates! Go on, you know it makes sense!

Good luck!
Many people have felt like this at one point in there life, the truth is people feel it because it is genuine or perhaps they are seeking attention, all i can say is to kill yourself is a selfish act and really not worth it, you can seek help from your doctor maybe see a counseller, get out there and live your life you will have ups and downs all the time, you will learn to deal with that, but most importantly try not to let anything bring you down, it shows you are weak and people will take advantage of that, trust me i've been there!!
Felt like this earlier today, briefly contemplated what it would be like to end it all. Got dumped last night in a particularly bad way and my self esteem is never that great anyway. Oddly I feel a bit better now. I wish I could offer you some advice mate. Having a family who care for you is a lot more than some of us have, Focus on the possibilities you could be having in the future.
I have days where everything feels samey, difficult and lonely, plus pointless but that is life. I have 36 more to go. ;)
You never know what will happen in that time, I know someone that is depressed at the moment, but only you can get you where you want to be. You have to change something and it is difficult but then maybe we are here to learn.

If I were a God, I would erase a suicidee's memory and put them back on Earth again to learn over. It is the easy way out, you can do better.

.and besides, who would protect the women?
Alan, please call
1.800.SUICIDE
(1-800-784.2433)

Right now, your perspective may be clouded, such that you cannot see that there are people who care for you, people that would suffer if you were no longer here.
i hope you call.
i go through this all the time with my brother and sister. They are both depressed and bipolar. i once tried when i was 16, but when i woke up from my coma and realized how much i hurt my mom and siblings and promised myself i would not ever wish for that kind of hurt on anyone. Get some help and everything you are feeling will seem like nothing. You might need meds or therapy or God. Just know that God would not give you more that you can handle. Seek help you can not do it alone.
Hi, I am a psychotherapist, and I once felt similar to you. Checking out of life is an extremely selfish action. You might be surprised how many people actually care about you. You have a number of people answering your question, and they clearly care about the way you feel. These are complete strangers! So, my friend, there is a way out of this without drastic action. Talk to your doctor, who will not be much help, other than putting you in touch with a counsellor or cognitive psychotherapist. Unfortunately, there seems to be a huge waiting list for psychotherapy on the NHS. If you can afford to see a psychotherapist privately, that would be a good idea. Some people have suggested calling the Samaritans which is a good idea, and they may be able to connect you with some good help. Talk to your friends about how you feel, and in fact talk to anyone who has a sympathetic ear! You issues are not impossible to solve, and you can have your life back. Trust me, I've been there. Hang in there and seek the appropriate help. Drugs are not an answer, just a temporary dulling of your symptoms. Good luck.
a poem for you.

ready for Plan B?
life is a hugh pile of shite, it stinks, it burns your eyes, it is choking, life is death postponed, life is not coping, without love breath is but a ticking clock, you live and you die and thats your fcuking lot, life is a dictionary stripped or all words, screaming your throat out and not being heard, the days go bye through another living suicide, being invisible to all with nowhere to hide, freedom of choice with nothing to choose, nights without sleep, the gun in the mouth blues, 24 slash 7 a cut throat to the wrist, life is an empty bottle, squeeze the trigger and miss, wake up tomorrow clock set to square 1, alarm bells ringing nothing going on, 200 sleeping pills washed down with gin and juice, you think you're alive but you can't find the proof, living like a zombie, stone cold on a stone slab, corpse drained of life, worst time I've had, rope around the neck and kick the chair away, not that kind of guy so I choose to stay.
well looks like i'm not the only 1 with "issues" i fell like that quite a lot i even tried a few times but it didn't work..aww still i guess you wanna hear everything is gonna get better and u r worth something but if u don't believe it then why waste my time trying to convince u otherwise? i believe everything happens for a reason and i do feel for u but you've gotta realise only u can pull yourself out of the depressive, meaningless life that u say u live i have issues b.cuz i'm forced to live with ppl. who i can't stand and untill i'm 16 there is nothing i can do about it (i'm 14) as long as you have some self-control and try and think positive then u shud pull thru.if u like kids then volunteer @ a nursery or look after relatives kids i think they're cute and they make me smile do something that makes you smile or do something daring yano challenge urself set a goal and work toward it but dont get drunk (it'll make u more depressed) and don't listen to ppl. who say go kill urself thats 1 more looser on the planet.they're high on drugz and don't no wat they're tlking about.life is worth living cuz u never no wats gonna happen and do u really think you'd be any happier dead than you are alive? well i no u probly won't listen to me cuz i'm only 14 but if i hadn't said my age u wud b more likley 2 wudn't u u asked for help so here i am ur guardian angel for the day
yes all the time
Hi mate. Scooting through the questions and yours just struck a chord and I had to answer. I have suffered from depression in some of its worst forms, since I was eleven or twelve, probably younger if it was recognised back then. Started taking medication for it when I was 15 and stopped when I was 28. All the usual tried and tested methods of therapy, some good some not so good, some brilliant some made matters a whole lot worse! You didn't say if you ahave been diagnosed and it recognised that you have depression or that you are receiving any treatment of any kind, so I am surmising that you have been diagnosed and in treatment. What works for me or helps me may not be for other people, so I won't give you the sermons, but if you haven't seen any one or no one knows how you are feeling, please for your family if not yourself, speak to some one asap. If you love your family you will because believe me, you think you are hurting now, but if you go ahead and finish it all, the hurt is nothing to what will be left behind. Alot of suicides would be prevented or wouldn't happen if the person could come back and see the utter devastation that their premature deaths cause. I know mate, I have been where you are now on more than one occasion and I have two babies. I also live with the devastation of a family member committing suicide. Please talk to some one and try to get help. It will take time and courage. Understanding and learning plays a huge part in recovery. With this comes the knowing of the symptoms and what can trigger bad or black times. In time you will know how to deal with these and so will your loved ones. If you need to talk to some one who can put you on the right path phone the samaritans, talk to your GP, or if you are religious, your minister. I really hope this helps mate and that you start to feel better soon. Take each hour at a time, when you are okay with that, take each day at a time. Give yourself praise and thanks for your good days and a hug when its a bad day. Tell yourself at least once a day that its okay and that you love yourself and take it from there. God bless and take care. x After I answered I came across this and hope this will help. One night a man dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. Then he noticed that at the lowest times in his life, there was only one set of footprints. "LORD, you said that if I followed you, you'd walk with me all the way. But during troubled times there is only one set of footprints." The LORD replied, "My son, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."
Look at all the support you have here from people who care . How would your family feel if you were not around? If you do care about other people, think of your family and seek hekp.
Yeah,
It's sooooooooooo difficult to find the balance.
You care only about yourself: the world says your selfish.
You care only about others: the world says your crazy.
You don't care about anything: You fit "in"; but only for a little while.

I empathise;
Is there is really any "pleasure"? or just relieve from "pain"?
Thirst - quenched.
Hunger - fed.
Boredom - distracted.
This list could be a lot longer.

Everyone's wanted the end sometimes, I often think that the only satifactory level of existance is complete unawareness, the un-concious blackout.
And then we can turn it around;
a hour or two sitting by a river, or staring at the clouds can be more joyous than your favourite hobby.

The fact your asking means you don't really want to kill yourself, you just don't want the s**t your going though right now.

You know some "things" you like, discover and remember.







If your lost in the deep, look to the shallow.






Love (a sad lonely alcoholic)
Remember when we were children, we could get hugs from mum or dad or others when we felt sad or hurt. When you get older you don't get hugged often really. I think this is a basic human need. Ask yourself, when did you last get a hug. They are the best therapy out there. So go hug someone who loves you. It's amazing how it will make you feel.
It does get better Alan , i've been there before and i got through it. When my mum died I was ready to end it all , i didnt think life was worth living without her. But then i realised that i would be doing the same thing to my kids by leaving them . It still hurts but you learn to cope. It is hard and when things in your life aren't going good you do tend to get simillar feelings back . but no-one or nothing is worth ending your life for . life is a precious gift and you should try to live your life in the fullest way that you can. Chin up mate you will get through this. xx
you never know what tommorow will bring, thats the beauty of life.
one day you are at the bottom the next you are mr popularity himself! its better to leave it all to the creator and not to intervene on such a decision. life is too short, eternity is forever. and further more there is someone for everyone, you will find yours soon.
I used to feel that way too, I took anti depressants to help and they really did. I was healed of depression by a miracle when I called out to God (I wasn't a Christian at the time but was soon after.) Get yourself some professional help, life will seem far better.
stop being so fuckin selfish - imagine how your family will feel eh. at least u have a family. be grateful, a lot of people dont have even 1 member of family to talk to, so do that - go and talk to your family

take care now
The page content post from users, we do not guarantee its accuracy. If you belong to the copyright which contains information, please contact us to remove it.
More Questions...